According to my jealousy

According to my jealousy, LIFE IS UNFAIR !
I hate the SMILE on their BEAUTIFUL face,
Their PERFECT fragance is polluting my air,
Their glorious LOVE is suffusing my space.

I want to destroy MAGNIFICIENT things,
MOULDERING their abhorrent PINK wings,
reducing to ASHES their sickening shadows...
trying to erase my IMMEASURABLE sorrow.

I hate when my heart is like an " accoeurdeon ".
But, they don't deserve to be happy.
And I don't deserve to be ME.

Time : 28 Hours
Software : Photoshop CS2
Tool : Wacom Intuos 4M